6 May 2013

I am sick.  I'm sick all day.  In between bathroom trips I'm exhausted.  My arms feel so tired it's a chore to raise them to the laptop to type.  At least I haven't lost too much weight yet.  I've lost about four pounds.  We have no health insurance, so I can't go to the doctor.  Who cares anyway, the doctor will just prescribe medication which will make me sick.  I have to try to get over this myself.  If it gets really bad and I start losing weight seriously, I'll take the medication, which will make me fat, but I'll take it anyway. Prednisone is horrible.  I'm sure that's what they'll give me.  I'm trying to get better on my own.  I'm trying to relax, but that isn't working very well.