I am in a lot of pain all the time. My desire to eat and drink is completely gone and anything I try to put into me because I know I should eat and drink turns to liquid and comes out my rear end. I lost two more pounds. Usually I'm 155 - 160 and I'm 5'10. Over the course of the last two years I've dropped to 135 - 140 and now I am at 131. I absolutely detest going to the doctor like I would imagine a person would detest prison. It's horrible. Except they torture you at the hospital and in prison they don't. Although, I wouldn't know thus far about prison for sure, but I think I've heard enough to have it be pretty accurate.
If I get to 115, I'll go into the doctor and take their horrible medications. I'll also go into the doctor if I get toxic mega-colon or if my temperature reaches too high or anything along those lines. I have to go to dinner tonight with my friend from University and who I worked with at a Pharmaceutical research company. So much for things going well, because drinking anything will be torture let alone eating. She's surely going to think I'm anorexic, but if I cave in and eat I could end up in the hospital at this point and I don't want to cancel because of this as I do need some kind of life.
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