So this morning I was deeply sorry I ate anything yesterday and I swore not to touch a morsel of food today. I spent the morning and part of the night on the toilet. My guts felt like they were burning inside me a bit. I thought I was going to barf for a couple of hours. I think I felt ill because of the pain. I had three boiled eggs, crackers and cheese, some chicken and cheese ravioli (about five or six pieces of ravioli) and a scoop of frozen yogurt with 1/2 a banana chopped up in it. I also ate two little foil-covered Easter-eggs. For me, that is pigging right out because of the ulcerative colitis. Today I had two slices of cheese and some crackers. I'm going to have some peppermint tea and honey. It's 1:31 p.m. I don't really feel hungry anyway, so I'm not being tortured. I'm going to take my vitamins and food supplements with the tea.
It's amazing how I can be so sure I'll never eat again and then there I go and eat. I just feel fine at times, and then I feel very ill at other times. I was considering removing my colon this morning, thinking it wouldn't be too bad. Now it seems crazy to do it because I don't feel as bad.
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