12 April 2017

Started bawling today. Couldn't find my keys and I am missing appointments. Slept all night and until one in the afternoon. Got out of bed at 2:00 p.m. Had a fever of 101.4 F most of the night. Now it's down to 100. On the toilet all night but after 8:00 a.m. I was better and slept solid until 1:00 p.m. Still have the fever though. Eating chicken noodle soup and a bagel at 4:58 p.m. It'll probably keep me ill until tomorrow when I have to work. I must eat though. I am so sick. I keep crying. It's so difficult having a life and working and dealing with family and trying to manage this disease. I'm so completely exhausted. My butt can't take pooping anymore.