24 November 2016

So sick I was scared. I'm all alone right now. I was thinking, if I die, that's it. I will be dead for a while and no one will know. That's what I feel like a lot when I go to the washroom. I guess it's bad I'm not taking drugs, but everyone I know who takes them is sicker than me and has missed significantly more work. Toughing it out has seemed to be the healthier option. I have no allergic reaction to medications because I am not taking any. I can feel when I eat the wrong things and I know what to avoid.