7 May 2016

Ate at a dinner put on for Mother's Day at church. I'm paying for it now. My stomach is in turmoil, or more accurately, my intestines, more specifically, my large intestine. I've gone to the washroom about thirty-five times today. Just guessing how many. At least I've been able to sleep at night for the  most part, so I know it isn't that bad yet, even though I'm pooping blood. The toilet bowl isn't totally full of blood, just comes out with the poop at a regular rate. I had a piece of chicken, a mouthful of potatoes, small piece of chocolate cake with no icing and drank hot chocolate and an aloe boba tea. That's all I had all day + some water. I drank about six glasses of water. In order to not have intestine problems I usually have to take only vitamin supplements, herbs, water and don't eat a thing for about a week. It's great for losing weight. Then when I feel up to it, depending on my reaction to food I slowly eat little bits of food and see how my body handles it.

Right now I'm in a bad way, but I think it will get better.

6 May 2016

It was a mistake eating dinner. I don't know why I thought I could do it. I'm not at my worst though, I've experienced much more horrible consequences to eating food than this. I was going to go for a run today since I'm doing the marathon, but changed my mind. Maybe I'll go tomorrow. This way, I'll eat nothing, but drink, then I'll be able to get some practice in. That way I won't die out there totally, and I'll have a bit of endurance built up. It's only six miles.

4th May 2016

Pee'd out my butt blood and poop more than went in. I don't understand how more liquid can leave than enters my body. I pooped liquid blood/poop about 30 times today and it's only 3:09 p.m. I didn't eat all day until 1:15 when I had a few samples at Costco where I work. 1:30 I got off work and then ate a bowl of these bread stick things with Greek Yogurt ranch dressing (one container 80 calories). I had about four hot chocolates though and four glasses of water or more.

Felt quite ill at work and just about didn't make it to the toilet every time I went. Feeling exhausted, but I have a lot to do. I have two more days to work.

May 2, 2016

Crapping blood again. I'm scared about work. I hope it doesn't get too bad and is just a slight flare and goes away. I panic when I think about it, afraid that I'm going to be too ill to work. Today at work I just about had to leave my post at the door. I felt waves of illness a few times, but I made it through.

20 January 2016

I'm almost like a normal person now. My stomach almost always hurts, but besides that, I poop almost normally. I am extremely careful about what I eat, but I am not incapacitated by pooping or cramps after eating.

3 December 2015

I have issues with my digestive system, but I am doing so much better than I was that it is like I am healthy. My weight is up and I am still bothered by any food I eat too much of or special foods like meat or nuts, lettuce and fruit or vegetables I have issues, but that kind of food would make me consider calling 911 before and now I seem to be handling it relatively well. I a trying a new thing called Venus Fly Trap liquid in warm water.

16 November 2015

My body is so sore I feel like crying. I haven't been taking my vitamins and supplements. My stomach is always sore. I can barely use my hands, I can barely stand up and walk. My feet hurt, hips hurt, hands, wrists, knees. I can barely walk. I have a very physically demanding job stocking shelves at Costco. I love working for that company and it is such a fun job. I don't want to give it up. I will have to really start trying to take in only good things for my body.

My pooping seems to be basically OK. not normal, but normal for me. Actual poop forms quite often.

Last Friday my shoulder hurt so much I couldn't move my arm.